Pour la première fois, j'ai finalement trouvé une valeur de quelqu'un
tente d'acquérir. Ce n'est pas comme 'Oh, je l'aime bien. «C'est plus
comme: «Je l'aime vraiment beaucoup et j'ai vraiment envie d'être avec lui»]
Je n'arrive pas à dormir ce soir. Je ne sais pas quoi faire. Je
tiens mon oreiller, mais je veux être te tiens. J'ai
de trouver une manière d'être avec vous en quelque sorte. Je suis fou
pour vous et je veux que vous sachiez que maintenant.
I'm so jealous of who you are, the people around you and the friends you have.. I want to get more things out of you but somehow I get scared of you.. I know the pass is the pass, but somehow I find myself missing you whenever I don't get a reply... For all you know I agree to break up with you just because you were far from me and because you thought its not a relationship not having me around you, and I understand that.. But I wish that when I meet you, you will be willing to give me another chance and be my prince charming again. You don't know how I feel about you because I am afraid to tell you that I still love you and that I will do anything to have you back in my life and be mine once again, but I know you are not willing to do that because we both know that one of us will always want one another to be by each others side... I just want to let you know I will love you forever.. Hunn I promised that and I still do love you with all my heart... Your feelings for me maybe different but I accept that I can not force you to love me the same way but I am willing to accept what you feel about me until I get the chance to hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love you... There's not other guy or boy in my head other than you and the memory we both had together... You may call me crazy and yes I agree but the reason I am crazy is because I am crazy for you, crazy enough that I will wait for the time where I am ready to take a new step and face you myself, crazy enough that I will pretend that whenever we talk I will pretend that I am not hurting, crazy enough to stop myself for writing I love you all over you names and crazy enough to cry for you every night just because of the thought of missing you and knowing your the boy I cant have...
